Boyfriend. Now That Sounds Better.

It took us precisely a year and three months to move forward, to take a leap. I shall say, it's all worth it, the waiting and waiting a little more.

I'm not going to get into details. There was no candlelight dinner, no banner in helicopter up in the air, no whatsoever grand surprises. Firstly, because it was spontaneous, and I must say that the best things that have happened in my life so far were out of spontaneity. We were just having real serious, honest, and sincere talk – just one of those that we have as often as possible. However, that one was different, or at least it felt different. We remember how we started, how we grew in each other. We were laughing. We were, we were just feeling the best of feelings there are, when suddenly, he paused and popped the question. He did that a couple of times before but I didn't know why I couldn't have the courage to accept it, in spite of so much love I was feeling then. And then, finally, I was ready. I knew it, I said YES, and my tear ducts worked their way. Yes, I cried, a silent one. I cried, out of so much happiness, gratefulness, and overflowing love.

Perhaps, how we treat each other will change. Perhaps, not.
Perhaps, the time we spend together will change. Perhaps, not.
I am not really sure.
However, there is one thing I'm certain about,
that it feels just so right, that we are no longer unlabeled.

You know how coward I was, maybe, I still am. You know I have my doubts; I am no longer crowded with them, but maybe, there are still some. You know my weaknesses, you know them by heart. BUT, I will be the best that you deserve. Your intents, I've known them since then. They are nothing but pure and true. You have helped me to see how special I am, how beautiful I am, in all ways. You have never let me go during those times I did try to run away. When I am with you, I am happy, I am complete, I am loved. Thank you. I love you too.

(I can never ever put them (my feelings, inside, deep within) together and write them in here, or anywhere else.)